"a series of unfortunate events" the best line to describe this year for us.
the worst is when papa died unexpectedly after his first heart attack. we we're so shocked since my father was so strong and full of life during that day. everything's changed after. even with wonderful gifts, christmas doesn't look christmas at all. despite of its colorful fireworks, new year's eve seems to be a regular day for us. no matter how much food we put on the table during noche buena and media noche it doesn't make any sense.
kala ko dati ang lakas lakas ko na. kala ko ang astig astig ko na. kala ko mas magaling na ako sa papa ko kasi naka pag-aral ako. hindi pala. kaya pala ako magaling kasi andiyan siya. hindi ko pala kaya yung mga bagay na nagawa niya.
nawalan na ko ng gana sa buhay ko. ayoko na mag plano para sa bukas. wala na ako paki-alam. lahat siguro ng bullshit na nangyayari sakin ngaun is life's way of saying "wala ka kasing kwentang anak"
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