January 16, 2011

releasing


the long wait is over. last janaury 12 our HDMF loan for the house that we have waited for the last 10 months  is already released means anytime now we can occupy the place. but what’s the matter?! why am i feeling more sad instead of glad. is this because we need to pay twice of the amortization for the next two months or because we need to prepare our pockets for the anticipated renovation on the interior or maybe there’s more.

to tell you honestly this are not the reasons i’m feeling odd. from the moment i heard it,  i immediately call her to tell the supposed to be “GOOD” news. i’m expecting of a exhilarating reaction from her but unfortunately it was not. what came out was just a simple “we and ughh”.

early that morning we have an argument with regards to some petty topic so im thinking this is her way to retaliate. well i think  its good, so now were even or maybe more, i think you win this time. i just loose a lot.

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